On the verge

I had a bad day yet again,
Things are not what they should have been.
Feeling unimportant and like I don't matter
Does certainly not flatter. 
A discussion commenced
leaving me feel quite dense.
For the thoughts that you cared 
I did openly share.
Finding you really do not
has been like a gun shot.
I will get over it as you have said,
and learn to live with it in my head.

The switch

So we made the switch today....or so it was supposed to be
We got about half way through....and they were over it
Funny how everyone is all about it until it's time to do it...

So we have enough to let them sleep in the right places, 
but they still have enough left that everything is a mess.

RAH

Time

So...why is it when we have time we can't think of anything to do, 
and when we have too much to do we can't find the time...?

Interesting how life goes sometimes...sigh.

Time is a precious gift not to be taken lightly...hold tight to the time we have with each other, take time to share love and laughs!

Live like it's heaven on earth,
Love like you'll never be hurt,
Laugh like there's no tomorrow,

Dance like there's nobody watching,
Sing like there's nobody listening,  

(And speak from the heart to be heard.)

Struggles...

Why do I struggle within myself...
When I know there is family that would help...
Frustration will have me giving up...
Attitude will have me saying who gives a f..k
Finding understanding is beyond my reach
It seems so easy for her to teach
I will continue to struggle cause it's mine to bare
I just hope I don't lose my will to care!!

Time to lose...

Be sure to tell the ones you love everyday how much they mean to you! It is never known how long you have on this Earth...or how long someone in your life will actually be in it. 

Tragedy is among us this week, a good friend of my daughters was in a car accident and died...he was 13. Such a young age to leave us. It truly makes you cherish the ones you love...there is no time to lose...take everyday for what it can be and make it 100 times better!!! Love the ones you're with and make sure that they also love you. 

Today, Tomorrow, Always...

I speak to you everyday, whether it be on the phone, in person or in my head...and everyday I love you more than the day before!!

We have been together for 7 1/2 years now and I swear that it still feels like the 1st year.

I never thought that a soul mate truly existed until I met you...I love you today...tomorrow and always!!!

Dreams

When we dream about the ones we love or have loved, and the dream is an unhappy one, it often brings to light suppressed feelings or fears. 

I wonder what it is in our subconscious that brings forth the dreams? Could it be that we have been unconsciously thinking about that person? Is it that we have unfinished business with that person?


Strange how specialists believe they can explain your subconscious thoughts...I don't discount the fact that there are people that can give you an explanation that seems to make sense, but really isn't it just a guessing game? I mean it isn't like they can really read your mind...or can they?